| Exactly pootsy. When I was in training I would listen to the most hateful music I could. It always got me boiling ready to go. It made me want to do more be more and become more and it had that affect on me it no longer does. Im no longer an angry hateful person who wants to take on the world. HIs selection of songs was an eye opener AFTER the fact. Your knowledge of what he had alledgedly done at Youthville only made the choice of his music and the choice he made to take Erins life much more clearer. It doesnt mean everything you listen to and everything you do will dictte the outcome of your life but its shows a pattern of either pain, anger or depression and his selection said it all. We just never see it til they act on it. I did act on my selections of songs when I was fueling my anger towards the world. Slipknots "Surfacing" made me feel indestructible and so did Pantera "Mouth of War" and "5minutes alone" I did act on it and had someone recognized it I maybe wouldnt have acted out the way I acted out. we just never know until it is to late. ALways to late!  |